Isaiah 30:21 NIV Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “This is the way; walk in it.”
I believe in the omnipotent power of almighty God. He spoke heaven and earth into being, raises the dead, and has patience with me.
My disbelief comes at the times I feel his urging and aligning, when He stands behind me and says, "This is the way; walk in it." And I look at what's before me and all I can think is, "Surely not."
An unplanned trip makes me feel like we're sliding back. I had hoped life moved beyond this. As I pack God reminds me my sense of security should rest only in Him. I tell Him I just thought it would be different...easier.
I remember Jesus washing the disciples feet and the humility it took. God's grace is always sufficient even in the most menial tasks.
I feel how much I need Jesus and His humility. To help me do what I'd rather not, to be willing when I believe surely not, and to walk in the way of grace.
I quit thinking about all the things I want to be doing and how hard things are on Meg. I know God's behind us and as He presses in, we press on.